~ Poem Untuk Renungan ~

I got it from my email..serene words for us

Jika kau merasa lelah dan tak berdaya dari usaha yang sepertinya sia-sia....
Allah SWT tahu betapa keras engkau sudah berusaha.

Ketika kau sudah menangis sekian lama dan hatimu masih terasa pedih....
Allah SWT sudah menghitung air matamu.

Ketika kau fikir bahwa hidupmu sedang menunggu sesuatu dan waktu serasa
berjalan begitu saja...
Allah SWT sedang menunggu bersamamu.

Ketika kau berfikir bahwa kau sudah mencoba segalanya dan tidak tahu hendak
berbuat apa lagi...
Allah SWT sudah punya jawabannya.

Ketika segala sesuatu menjadi tidak masuk akal dan kau merasa tertekan...
Allah SWT dapat menenangkanmu.

Ketika kau merasa sendirian dan teman-temanmu terlalu sibuk untuk
menelpon...
Allah SWT selalu berada disampingmu

Ketika kau mendambakan sebuah cinta sejati yang tak kunjung datang...
Allah SWT mempunyai Cinta dan Kasih yang lebih besar dari segalanya
dan Dia telah menciptakan seseorang yang akan menjadi pasangan hidupmu
kelak.

Ketika kau merasa bahwa kau mencintai seseorang, namun kau tahu cintamu tak
terbalas...
Allah SWT tahu apa yang ada di depanmu dan Dia sedang mempersiapkan segala
yang terbaik untukmu.

Ketika kau merasa telah dikhianati dan dikecewakan. ....
Allah SWT dapat menyembuhkan lukamu dan membuatmu tersenyum

Jika tiba-tiba kau dapat melihat jejak-jejak harapan
Allah SWT sedang berbisik kepadamu

Ketika segala sesuatu berjalan lancar dan kau merasa ingin mengucap
syukur....
Allah SWT telah memberkahimu

Ketika sesuatu yang indah terjadi dan kau dipenuhi ketakjuban.. ..
Allah SWT telah tersenyum padamu.

Ketika kau memiliki tujuan untuk dipenuhi dan mimpi untuk digenapi....
Allah SWT sudah membuka matamu dan memanggilmu dengan namamu

Ingat dimanapun kau atau kemanapun kau menghadap... .
Allah SWT Maha Mengetahui.

Me, Myself and I..first blogging attempt

Bismillah

Hi kawan-kawan!.This is my first ever blogging attempt. I would like to start with updating the news of my whereabout. Alhamdulillah, I got a job in TNB and it is officially effective on Jun 23, 2008. So the journey works like the following. The first stage is to get into training program, which is called PEP, stands for Program Executive Pelatih and the period is about 6 months. At this level, my grade is E11. The second stage is apprentice period, which is for another 6 months; Then the final stage is to hold a permanent position in TNB, which entails being an official TNB Executive. Iwill be upgraded into E12. The salary would also see an increase of RM100 plus a few hundreds of special allowances. I donno why they would like to call the extra hundreds as allowances instead of adding it to our base salary. Well, at least they are willing to give right, regardless of where they allocate the money for..

So, now I`m in my 6 month- PEP. And Alhamdulillah I `ve just received my third salary few days ago. I `ve already devised my financial planning; how much for my parents, how much for the gas, utilities, rental house..as well as for the saving. Well, at first, I have a big ambition to put a big amount of bucks into my saving account. But then, it turns out that I needed to use a lof of money for various purposes during the first month ( rental house deposit, new clothes,and so on) and I ended up using the money that was supposed to be my ''not-to-be-touched' one. So my saving in that first month is zero hehe..what a big ambition Norah, i told to myself..but hey, better that not planning at all, right?

I am currently attached to Planning Division, one of the 10 divisions in TNB. The core ones are Generation, Transmission and Distribution. Those who are attached to these 3 divisions would be working as real engineers. My position in the office is Generation Planning Engineer.everyone here in System Planning Development Department would hold the engineer title, however; the nature of the job isn`t like other engineers whom most of them have to dirty their hands. Well, for planning engineers like myself, we don`t have to literally dirty our hands, instead we have to dirty the computer, because we are basically in office job. We deal a lof with planning softwares, making report using Excel, Database as well as Word. As a generation planning engineer, we have to figure out how many power stations need to be implemented in the future; its fuel type, its combination and so on. This is executed using a software. Then I have to come up with annual generation plan report. That`s the routine of my job. Thus, it explains that I have to master Word, Excel, Database and other office applications. Waaaa..kalaulah kutahu dr awal, akan kupelajari semua2 itu sejak dulu..Hehe..takper, boleh belajar balik.

That`s pretty much about me for time being. Later, i`ll write about something else.